School is totally stressing me out. I really should be studying but I just can't get into the groove of studying. I think tomorrow instead of getting on the computer at all after class I will just finish up studying.

I went and looked at a new car today. It was soooo nice. It was a 2008 Honda Civic 2 door coupe model. I don't know but for some reason I was drawn to the coupe instead of the 4 door sedan, even though the sedan probably would be a little more practical having a kid in a carseat and all but we'll see. I test drove and we got back to the run the numbers they said they couldn't get my payments under $500. They are only at $460 right now and I don't want them to go any higher so I said f**k you and left. Well, I didn't really say all that, I was just like OK thanks for your time and me and Ethan with his poopy diaper (dumb mommy forgot to bring one) left and went home.

Now the sweet Booga is sleeping and I think as soon as Doug gets home from working out with L.J. we are going to go to bed too. Maybe practice some baby making LOL. We'll see. I've got to be up early in the morning to go to work so that sucks. MIL called to see if I could take Friday off but I need to save up my PTO. They are going shopping at the outlet malls in St. Augustine, oh and I bet they are going to find some really good deals. Alas, I will be in my cubicle answering the phone while they are out perusing the outlets. MIL did ask me to send her a pic of the Coach purse that I have my eye on to see if she can find a good deal on it!!! Ooooh I hope she does, she might buy it for me too! That would be super awesome.

Oh I also found a puppy that I fell in love with at the mall on Sunday. She was cutest little miniature Schnauzer I've ever seen in my whole life. Doug says absolutely no dogs though. All we have is a stinky cat and she's just not cutting it for me in the pet department. This little darling was only $650 and she was 9 weeks old and came with a health guarantee and everything. MIL even offered us a kennel and grooming for her for life! Alas, Doug said no even to all that. I even almost talked MIL to potty-train it for us!!! Oh well...maybe another day...

School is freaking me out. I really really really want to become a nurse but these classes are sooo hard. I am taking human anatomy and physiology one which is crazy hard and the main thing i'm worried about. I'm also taking Sociology which isn't too hard but we have this huge group project due at the end and for one I hate group projects and for two it's a 3000 word paper and a presentation and I don't like getting up in front of people and talking even though I know I've been told I'm good at it.

That is all for now. I'm hoping to blog more to release some stress...pray that it will work!!! please!

My english class went well on Thursday night. My teacher is the sweetest thing and yet I can tell she could be very strict too. The way we are going to do our essays is cool, we are to bring 3 copies of our draft into class the week before it's due and  it will be passed out to 3 people in the class to proofread. After they give us their comments and what not we can take it home and fix anything that we might have missed. I have got to get outta the mindset that anything is fine and IM talk is okay. My grammar is good but not on stuff like this, u, ur, w00t and other such slang is not allowed in English class lol < that isn't either. I will have to say, I laughed out loud when I heard how rediculous it sounded....anyways so I'm feeling a little better about going back to school.

I haven't heard anything about the job yet and I knew Friday was expecting a little too much but I was hopeful. I know I will probably hear sometime next week and that's cool with me but the anticipation is killing me. I really want this job with all my heart and DH and I are both praying that I get it. It would mean so much for us!!! It would mean spending more time with Ethan. It would mean having enough money to pay off our credit cards. It would mean we could start saving for a new house, because as I've said before we are outgrowing ours at a very fast rate and if I want to have a another little one we need a bigger place to live.

So, Ethan has been at MIL's house since yesterday at 9:00am. It was okay yesterday because I was at work til 630pm but when I got off I didn't get to see my  Booga and I missed him so much. Dh was out delivering sushi so I was going to be all alone but my mom invited me over for some spaghetti! It was sooo good! I love spaghetti and she makes some really good garlic bread too! Then me and my brother played Beautiful Katamari on the xBox 360 and we had a blast. I wasn't very good at the game but my bro taught me a few tricks while I was over there so I think I will do better when I'm playing by myself again. 

Well, I think I have wriiten a lot today and will probably right more later! Oh my Jags are playing tonight so let's all pray that they beat the New England Patriots and crush their hopes of going undefeated lol...I have high hopes for Jaguars but if they have their A game on, I'm sure they can do it!!!!

Goooooo JAGUARS!!!

 ooooo...I am really not feeling so good about this whole going back to school thing. I feel like there is so much stuff for me to be doing at home. Why am I taking time (more time) away from family just to go back to school? I know I will make more money and be able to spend more time with them after school is finished but that is over 2 years away?!?! I feel like I never see my husband as it is, now with me going back to school I am seeing him even less and taking two nights and days away from being with my Booga. Yes, it will better myself, and yes, Ethan will appreciate it when he's older when I only have to work 3 days a week but what about now? What about tomorrow, when I have to go to school and he has to stay with my cousin so I can go to school an Doug can go to work? Will he get it tomorrow? Of course not. I guess I just need to get over it and just do what I need to do. Get over it. Get over it. Get over it. That's all I keep telling myself. Grrrrrrrrr...I'm upset and tired and I just want to go to bed but I want to wait til at least Doug gets home. Hopefully he comes home soon...

So, I started back to school today!! It was alright. My professor has purple hair and he's like got ADD...just like me! Well, it sucks for me because it's like having two people who are going in completely opposite directions trying to talk to each other. Hopefully it will get a little better as I go to more of his classes. I also have a class that starts on Monday and it's English so I'm hoping it will be a little more structured. I also have a job interview tomorrow that I am totally nervous and excited about at Blue Cross and Blue Shield of Florida! I really hope I get this job, it would make everything a lot better and DH and I could carpool and we would save money on gas and still be making more money!!!!! Anyways, it's only quarter after 9 and I am soooo tired. Been at work since 9 and didn't get home til about 15 minutes ago. Loooooong day! and many more to come