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  • Jul. 4th, 2007 at 1:43 AM
ethan
So, I dropped Ethan off at MIL's house this afternoon around 6. Doug didn't get off work til 9. I was baby-less and husband-less for 3 hours. So what's a mommy to do??? Go shopping! Yes, that's what I did, I went shopping. I went to the mall and I noticed every single pregnant mommy that was in the entire mall (and I was soooo jealous). I want to be a prego mommy again. I know this is not the right time and I am still on birth control but I want to be a mommy again already?!? Already?!? Everyone asks me that if I mention wanting another baby. You want another one after what you went through to get that one here? That one?!?!? That one is my sweet little son, Ethan. He is an angel from heaven sent to me from God who knew exactly what he was doing and kept me around to care for him and to have more babies who will follow Him. Only He knows when my time will come and I trust that He will work us through all the tough times that we may go through, which I've already seen after the delivery of Ethan. He knew to have the right doctors and nurses that night. He knew it all. Why can't my family trust that? Why don't they see it like I do? Well, I take that back my dad and Grandma know, they knew that day. They were praying for me! While the rest were crying they were praying. Anyways, I got off on a tangent there. So after the mall I went to BabiesRUs, I got Ethan a new baby einstein dvd, a Peek a-Blocks Shape Sorter(which looks sooo cool!!!), and a mesh feeder so he can start eating some fresh fruits and veggies!! Okay, I have got to go to bed I am sooo not a night owl.
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