My english class went well on Thursday night. My teacher is the sweetest thing and yet I can tell she could be very strict too. The way we are going to do our essays is cool, we are to bring 3 copies of our draft into class the week before it's due and  it will be passed out to 3 people in the class to proofread. After they give us their comments and what not we can take it home and fix anything that we might have missed. I have got to get outta the mindset that anything is fine and IM talk is okay. My grammar is good but not on stuff like this, u, ur, w00t and other such slang is not allowed in English class lol < that isn't either. I will have to say, I laughed out loud when I heard how rediculous it sounded....anyways so I'm feeling a little better about going back to school.

I haven't heard anything about the job yet and I knew Friday was expecting a little too much but I was hopeful. I know I will probably hear sometime next week and that's cool with me but the anticipation is killing me. I really want this job with all my heart and DH and I are both praying that I get it. It would mean so much for us!!! It would mean spending more time with Ethan. It would mean having enough money to pay off our credit cards. It would mean we could start saving for a new house, because as I've said before we are outgrowing ours at a very fast rate and if I want to have a another little one we need a bigger place to live.

So, Ethan has been at MIL's house since yesterday at 9:00am. It was okay yesterday because I was at work til 630pm but when I got off I didn't get to see my  Booga and I missed him so much. Dh was out delivering sushi so I was going to be all alone but my mom invited me over for some spaghetti! It was sooo good! I love spaghetti and she makes some really good garlic bread too! Then me and my brother played Beautiful Katamari on the xBox 360 and we had a blast. I wasn't very good at the game but my bro taught me a few tricks while I was over there so I think I will do better when I'm playing by myself again. 

Well, I think I have wriiten a lot today and will probably right more later! Oh my Jags are playing tonight so let's all pray that they beat the New England Patriots and crush their hopes of going undefeated lol...I have high hopes for Jaguars but if they have their A game on, I'm sure they can do it!!!!

Goooooo JAGUARS!!!

at adjustable rate mortgages...They seriously suck a$$, I wish our payment could just stay the same forever but alas it is going up and not just by $100 or so dollars like I thought but by $300. That's just so crazy to me. Doug says we'll be okay, he's worked out all the finance issues but I'm just really upset about it. I mean we just bought a new car and now this. I really wish we could return the car, even though I like it better than any car I've ever had it's just not worth struggling over, ya know? Anyways, so I'm stressing out about that and Doug's telling me not to worry. And I'm wondering about what are we supposed to do, should we refinance or what. Who knows? Hopefully the housing market will turn around in 6 months before our mortgage could possibly go up again and we will be able to sell this lil condo of ours and buy a bigger and better house. We will already be used to the higher payments with what we are paying now so we will see. I am so not feeling good right now, Bojangles has just come back with a vengeance so until another day...