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Pumpkin Patch

  • Oct. 19th, 2008 at 10:42 PM
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Yesterday was a crazy busy day. I had to work some mandatory overtime at work from 7am-1pm. It went by rather quickly so that wasn't too bad. After work, I stopped Wendy's to pick up some lunch. It was pretty good but I am kind of getting tired of the dollar menu. Around 2:30pm went to meet my mom and her bf Jeff and his son Tony at the pumpkin patch. We weren't going to get a big pumpkin, just a little one for Ethan because they are so expensive there but my mom said she would pay for one so we picked one out. We got a cute pumpkin and Ethan really seemed to have fun. He got to pick out a little pumpkin for himself and he likes it!















After the pumpkin patch, we went back home so Dougie could change into shorts and then we went to the Fall Festival in Orange Park. It wasn't as good as last year and we had already eaten lunch so there was really nothing to do but look at the booths with people trying to sell stuff and when you don't have any money it's hard to by stuff. We did get some fresh squeezed lemonade that was awesome and then we walked back home. After the festival we packed Ethan up to spend the night with MIL. He was such a little angel for her, why can't he be like that at home??? Anyways, after we dropped him off we went to this hole in the wall pizza place called Moonriver! It was awesome! Doug and I both had a calzone and it was yummy! After we ate dinner, we went bowling! I sucked it up at bowling but we still had a lot fun! Doug did really good but I hurt my shoulder and my elbow, I'm not sure what has been going on with my elbow but it's been hurting for like a week and sometimes my fingers go numb. I can't afford to go to the doctor until next year so we'll see what happens, it's only 2 months away now. I'm also getting really nervous because Ethan's birthday and Christmas are coming up and I've got to get his invitations out for his bday party and we've got to get on the ball with his Christmas stuff and his birthday presents. I know it won't really be a big deal for him this year but I would still feel bad if we couldn't afford to buy him anything at all. Alright, well I just lost at Monopoly and I'm getting really tired so I'm signing off for now!
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Well the ear infection from hell is sticking around it seems. Ethan has been battling this ear infection for almost 2 weeks now. First he was put on Amoxicillin and that did absolutely nothing. Now he has been on Omnicef for about 7 days and we've still got green goop coming from his ear, which is reeeeally gross. So I called the pediatrician this morning and they want him to come in. Luckily today I was able to take the whole day off, I had half a day so I could go to my "yearly" appointment which was not fun but it was good to go. Which leads us into the ultrasound, I have to go in for an u/s to see if I have scar tissue build up from my c-section and second surgery after the birth of Ethan! They can't see me until 11/19 though so I have to wait a little while longer for that. They said if they do find scar tissue they can go in and do some laproscopy through my belly button (I would be asleep of course) to remove it but it's up to me if I want to do that then or wait a few years until I have another baby and just let them remove it when I have another c-section. We'll see I guess what they say, I am going to get the Mirena IUD in though so then I won't have to worry about the Nuvaring all the time, because it is annoying. Now, onto the monkeys, Ethan is obsessed with monkeys, we went to Build-a-Bear and he built a monkey that makes noise, so he absolutely loves that monkey, well we decided to go to Cracker Barrel yesterday for breakfast and we found him a little monkey that he can take with him to school for nap time, since he couldn't take the big monkey that makes noise. Well, now I am heading to Grumpy's to have lunch with my mom, Amy, Ryan, and I'm taking Mr. Ethan along as well. His doctor's appointment is at 2:00pm today so wish us luck!!

Laryn F'n Gitis

  • Jun. 11th, 2008 at 9:46 PM
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Sucks...I can barely talk and what do you think I do for a living??? I am on the phone all day long...you know what sucks when you can't talk??? People asking you to repeat yourself because your voice goes in and out. I don't feel like taking time off now so I'm just going to have to tough it out.

Guess what? I've lost a little more weight!! Starting in April I weighed 155 right now, I weigh 143!! w00t w00t!! If I can get down into the 130s I will truly be happy! It just sucks because when I was in high school, I was barely a size one. I went to prom my sophomore year and my size one dress barely fit, it slid off my shoulders. Where did my size one swimmer's body go?? Oh wait I had a baby, but my baby's now a toddler and I've still got some more weight to lose.

Speaking of that toddler, he is nawts. He started going to a new daycare on Monday and I really think it is wearing him out. He comes home soooo tired every afternoon. He's come home with some cute art projects too...they are little craftsy but still cute! They do a lot of reading at oddly as it may seem, they are doing show and tell in Ethan's class full of 18m-2yo, I don't think they really care what the other ones have but we'll see. I think I will send Ethan with his frog. He loves that silly little Ty frog that I got for him from Claire's LOL. He's starting to get attached to stuffed animals and it's so cute. Right now, he is sleeping with his puppy that his Granny got him. At school he sleeps with his lamb lovie (oops doug says I'm not supposed to call it a lovie cuz that sounds ghey) that his Aunt Kathy made for him right after he was born. It has his full name Ethan Alexander Sallas, his dob November 19, 2006, his birthweight 6lbs and 8oz, and his length 19 and 3/8"...He was a tiny little Booga bit now he weighs 26lbs 6oz and he's a walking, talking toddler. He's growing up so fast, I can't believe he's going to be two in less than 6 months!

Oh well, I think it's time for me to go to bed. I really need some chap stick and a tissue.

**warning whine** MY throat is soooo freaking sore. My nose is clogged up but running (weird a$$ nose). My ears feel like they are clogged as well and my whole head feels like it's going to explode. And I think I might be running a fever :( **whine over**

Whew did I need that LOL N I G H T!

Ethan First Trip to the Beach!

  • Jun. 8th, 2008 at 10:39 PM
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We had sooo much fun this weekend! We took Ethan to the beach on Saturday for the first time and he absolutely loved the water. We already knew he loved the water because we can never get him out of the bath or the pool but I wasn't sure quite how he would do with the waves and such but he loved it. He didn't even mind when the waves splashed him in the face. He giggled and talked to the shells. Daddy gave him a big shell that he scooped up the sand with. I felt bad because we forgot his shovel and pail so the didn't have improvise, but I guess he kind of used his imagination so that was cool! I am such a scaredy cat though, I didn't let him stay out in the water with me for very long because I'm kept feeling like something was crawling on me and there were sharks swimming around so we stayed in the very shallow water a lot a played. I think it was better for Ethan that way anyway so he didn't have to be attached to my hip the whole time, which he usually is anyway lol. But anyways, here's some pics from the beach.











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The Birth of Ethan (revised)

  • Feb. 6th, 2008 at 9:42 PM
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The Birth of Ethan

            I awoke Saturday morning to painful, yet inconsistent contractions. Little did I know what was to come on Saturday night. At 36 weeks pregnant, I was uncomfortable and ready to be un-pregnant. I had been in prodromal labor since I was 31 weeks and it was time to stop taking the medicine to help reduce the contractions and have this baby, I had also been on bed rest for 3-4 weeks and I was bored. I needed to do something to get my mind off of labor and just relax. So when my mom called and asked if Doug and I wanted to go to see a movie, I was dressed and ready to go in less than 30 minutes.

            We arrived at the mall around 2:30pm to see Santa Claus 3. In the middle of the movie I had to go to the restroom, just like a lot of pregnant mommies and noticed that my contractions were getting stronger. I didn’t want to worry anyone so I made it back to my seat and quietly sat through the rest of the movie. On one of my pregnant mommy sites I read that walking could help labor progress so I asked Doug if he would like to go look around the mall and he agreed, knowing that I was ready to be done with this pregnancy and walking would hopefully help. We walked the Orange Park Mall for about an hour and decided we had seen all we could possibly see so we decided to go home.

            Once home, my contractions were getting stronger and closer together so we decided to start timing them. Around 6:45pm the contractions were 4 minutes apart and lasting between 45 seconds to a minute, so we decided to call into the obstetrician’s office. I got a hold of the on-call nurse who told us that we should go ahead and head into the hospital and that Dr. Chafin, my doctor, was on-call there and he would check me when we got there. I finished packing my overnight bag and we headed out the door to St. Vincent’s Medical Center.

            On the way to the hospital, I called everyone that wanted to be there with us and told them to get ready because I thought this was it. Almost everyone I called told me to call if they admitted me because this was my fourth trip to the labor and delivery ward. We arrived at the hospital around 8:00pm and I was put in the labor and delivery triage unit to await my doctor’s arrival. Dr. Chafin checked my cervix and I was 3 centimeters dilated and 90% effaced. He wanted me to stay in triage for an hour to see if I was progressing and if not I would be sent home yet again, disappointed. Around 9:00pm I was checked again and I was 4 centimeters dilated and 100% effaced and Dr. Chafin told us that I wasn’t going home without a baby this time! I was beyond excited and immediately got on the phone because the nurse said it could be 15-20 minutes before I was moved to a birthing suite.

            Fast forward to 5:00am, I was checked and was 6 centimeters dilated and had been fighting the contractions for almost 12 hours. I asked for my epidural and about 10 minutes later I was 10 centimeters dilated and ready to push. I pushed and pushed and pushed for 45 minutes but Ethan would not come. They did an ultrasound and it showed that he was sunny side up so they decided to use the vacuum to try and get him out. Well, it was determined that I was too small and he started to have some fetal distress so after an episiotomy to try and get him out we were rushed into the operating room for an emergency C-section.

            After being taken to the operating room, I don’t remember much of what happened but the rest of the story was filled in by my husband, Doug. They had to repair the damage done by the episiotomy before they could begin the C-section so they stitched me up and then let Doug back into the operating room. Ethan was born at 7:00am and he wasn’t crying so they took him away before I even got to see him. They needed to get him stable because of some fluid on his lungs so they rushed him away to the Special Care Nursery. I stayed in the operating room as the doctor stapled me back together.

            Once the doctor was finished operating, I was taken into the recovery room. All I remember from being in recovery was telling the nurse how much I wanted to see my mom and her telling me how I could spend all the time I wanted with her after I was taken back to my suite. In recovery, I started to have some massive bleeding and I passed out, a Code Blue was called and a team of doctors and nurses arrived to help revive me. They got me back to what they thought was stable so I was then taken back to one of the post partum suites.

            Well, everything was not right, I started bleeding very heavily again, was passing clots the size of grapefruits. Doug had just walked in to see all this and he almost passed out too. The doctors thought that something might have gone wrong when they were closing me back up from the C-section so they rushed me back to the operating room. I was so scared because the only thing I had heard the doctor say was that we might have to take everything out if something has gone this wrong, crushing any dreams I might have of more children.

When they reopened my incision they found that the C-section was fine but that while they were trying to get Ethan out vaginally his head had torn an artery. So they closed that off and I received 6 blood transfusions before I even left the operating room. After that I was taken to ICU. I still had not gotten to see my baby.

After I came out of all the anesthesia the only thing I could think about was seeing Ethan. He was in the Special Care Nursery because he was still having trouble breathing on his own and he was having a hard time regulating his body temperature. Well, around 5:30pm I insisted to my nurse that I be taken to see my son no matter what I had to see him on the day he was born. So they wheeled me over to see him.

Later that night I still had to have 2 more blood transfusions but on Monday evening I was well enough to be moved back to the Maternity ward. Ethan stayed in Special Care until Tuesday and then he was able to go to the regular nursery as well. He got to spend all of Wednesday with us in our room but Thursday his jaundice got really bad so they had him under the Phototherapy lights all Thanksgiving Day. It was a rough holiday for us but at least we were all still together. On Friday his jaundice levels went down enough for us to go home and we were the happiest little family ever to all be leaving together and all still pretty healthy!

 

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Gross...yuck...ewwww

  • Feb. 3rd, 2008 at 9:54 PM
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Yesterday was pretty much the grossest day of my entire life. Ethan, I guess, had a stomach bug that has been going around and pretty much was either throwing up or having diarrhea all day long. He spent the night with his papa and gran Susie and when we went to pick him up he was in the tubby. He had pooped out of his diaper and needed to get in the bath to get it all washed off. Then, before we left, there was another blowout but this time luckily it didn't get on his clothes because we didn't have any extras at this point. So we get him in the car and he falls asleep in the car. We get him home and he takes a freaking 3.5 hour nap. I was going nuts checking on him like every 15 minutes after 2 hours because that's normally the longest nap he takes. Well, we wake him up after 3.5 hours because we had to go pick my car up from the dealership where it was getting the oil changed and the tires rotated and balanced. We then went to Chik fil A to get some lunch and then we were gonna go to Target just to get a few little things. So we got done ordering our lunch and they were about to hand us our drink when, "BLEEEEECH" Ethan pukes all over me and all over the counter. It was sooooo gross but I must say I impressed with the way that the workers at Chik fil A handled it. They were so nice with giving us paper towels and wipies and what not. They also gave us a regular towel in order to clean Ethan up. So we put him back in the car, nakie (just a diapey)  in the carseat and he settles down and actually laughs at me all the way home. I call the pedi because at this point I am a nervous wreck and shaking so bad I just wanted to be at home. We finally get home and get Ethan back in some clothes and he seems perfectly fine. When the pedi calls back he says that there is a stomach flu going around and to give him 1/2 oz to an 1 oz of gatorade every 5-10 minutes and make sure he keeps it down. If he couldn't keep it down we were told to take him to the ER. Well luckily he kept the gatorade and some toast down and then he went down for another nap, for about 2 hours, again very weird for him. He wakes up and we decide that we were freaking bored and hungry so we thought hey, lets go to blockbuster and rent a game and stop and get some dinner on the way home. So we were in the drive thru to BK when, "BLEEEEECH" Ethan puked again all over the backseat and carseat and himself and the floor boards and everything and it smelled like sour gatorade. Not a pleasant smell by the way. So we get him home, give him some more toast and gatorade and send him off to bed. He woke up this morning in a fine mood and has not had a bm or anymore puking all day!!!

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First Days

  • Jan. 28th, 2008 at 9:23 PM
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Today was my first day at my new job at BCBSF!!!! I was so excited to go this morning, even though I knew it was going to be super boring. When I got there I got my pic taken twice, once for my temporary badge and then a second time for my REAL badge that I got later today! I still don't like the pic on my REAL badge but Doug says it looks okay. After that we waited for like 15-20 minutes for our instructors to get there so we could get started with our orientation. It was okay and we filled out a butt-load of paperwork and went over benefits and had breakfast and what not. Then we went to lunch and the cafeteria there is sooooo awesome! They have all kinds of foods and they gave us $7 in free lunch money to spend on our lunch! After lunch we played a game where we had to find objects in the room and in our belongings that started with every letter of the alphabet and we WON!!! All the ladies on my team and I won a BCBSF lunchbox! I came home with sooo much stuff: a BCBSF tote bag, a BCBSF notebook, a BCBSF sunvisor, 2 BCBSF pens, a BCBSF lunch and some other stuffs. Do you get the trend, every single thing that they have in the entire building has BCBSF on it somewhere, even the gum they had for us said BCBSF lol. After the game we met our trainer for the week. He's pretty cool, a little spacey and his name is Howie. He told us never call him, "Sir" he doesn't care if we're from the south and that we were raised to call anybody and everybody either sir or ma'am. It's just common Southern courtesy and I will probably slip up and call him Sir but he'll have to get over it lol. We were supposed to be there until 4:30pm but I guess they got done with everything we were supposed to do and we ended up leaving by about 2:30pm and I was home by 3:00pm!!! 

Today was also Ethan's first day at his new daycare! I really love this lady! She is so nice and sweet and her house is an awesome place for kids! www.kingskids.biz is her website if ya wanna check it out! Ethan is going to have to get used to it though because while he was there he only took like a 30 minute nap when he's used to taking a 2 hour nap everyday. One problem I think is because she has the kids that 1 or older sleep on mats on the floor rather than in a pack-n-play or crib like he is used to sleeping in, so he has a lot more freedom to move around and get off it. I'm sure it won't take too long and he'll be used to it though. He loved his lunch, but I think his snack messed him up. He had oranges and raisins and tonight when we got home he puked everything he ate for dinner and all his snack came back up twice...once in his highchair and once alllllll oooooover MAMAMAMAMAMA! Ethan and I had to run to the bathroom and get in the tub. It was sooooo gross and I almost lost it and puked too but I held it in while Doug helped me get everything cleaned up. 

Oh and we got our taxes done today...I can't believe the freaking government almost punishes us for being married we got back like almost $1700 more last year before we got married than we did this year since we've been married. It seriously sucks but I guess something is better than nothing and we're getting back like $2400 so it will actually help out a lot!! P.S. 14 month olds do not do good at Jackson Hewitt waiting to get your taxes done. It's just not fun. lol

Welps, I'm tired and ready to go to bed so I can be nice and refreshed for my first day of training! Doug and I will now be carpooling to work so we are going to save moolah on gas!!! YAY for saving money!

stress, stress, stress

  • Jan. 13th, 2008 at 9:50 PM
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I am so f'n stressed out right now its not even funny...I just want this week to be over with already and it's only Sunday night. Doug is stressing me out, my job is stressing me out, life in general is stressing me out. The only sane part of my life right now is Ethan. I just wanna sleep for a week and when I get up everything will be okay. Is that soo much to ask??? I am stressing so much that my freakin stomach hurts and my heart hurts and dh said the slightest thing today and it made me burst out in tears. and then he freakin gets mad at me because i couldn't say anything to him because i was crying. ugh why does it have to be like this? why can't it just be perfect? cuz that would just be boring. oh well, off to play lego starwars...maybe that will get me in a better mood....*tear*

English class and more

  • Jan. 12th, 2008 at 9:50 AM
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My english class went well on Thursday night. My teacher is the sweetest thing and yet I can tell she could be very strict too. The way we are going to do our essays is cool, we are to bring 3 copies of our draft into class the week before it's due and  it will be passed out to 3 people in the class to proofread. After they give us their comments and what not we can take it home and fix anything that we might have missed. I have got to get outta the mindset that anything is fine and IM talk is okay. My grammar is good but not on stuff like this, u, ur, w00t and other such slang is not allowed in English class lol < that isn't either. I will have to say, I laughed out loud when I heard how rediculous it sounded....anyways so I'm feeling a little better about going back to school.

I haven't heard anything about the job yet and I knew Friday was expecting a little too much but I was hopeful. I know I will probably hear sometime next week and that's cool with me but the anticipation is killing me. I really want this job with all my heart and DH and I are both praying that I get it. It would mean so much for us!!! It would mean spending more time with Ethan. It would mean having enough money to pay off our credit cards. It would mean we could start saving for a new house, because as I've said before we are outgrowing ours at a very fast rate and if I want to have a another little one we need a bigger place to live.

So, Ethan has been at MIL's house since yesterday at 9:00am. It was okay yesterday because I was at work til 630pm but when I got off I didn't get to see my  Booga and I missed him so much. Dh was out delivering sushi so I was going to be all alone but my mom invited me over for some spaghetti! It was sooo good! I love spaghetti and she makes some really good garlic bread too! Then me and my brother played Beautiful Katamari on the xBox 360 and we had a blast. I wasn't very good at the game but my bro taught me a few tricks while I was over there so I think I will do better when I'm playing by myself again. 

Well, I think I have wriiten a lot today and will probably right more later! Oh my Jags are playing tonight so let's all pray that they beat the New England Patriots and crush their hopes of going undefeated lol...I have high hopes for Jaguars but if they have their A game on, I'm sure they can do it!!!!

Goooooo JAGUARS!!!

Ok, so it is raining...

  • Sep. 1st, 2007 at 3:59 PM
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and I'm at work and I really wish the power would go out because I'm tired of being here. It's super slow and there's not much to do. I also have a headache that won't go away and I'm missin me some Booga. This is sleeping weather right here. It's dark outside, the rain is pouring down, and it's thundering and lightening I don't think we'll be grilling or going swimming this afternoon after I get off work because those two things aren't much fun to do in the rain. Patrick and Heather are coming over and I think my cousin Keri and her kids were gonna come over to swim but it doesn't look like that's gonna happen. Oh well, maybe we'll just hang out and watch movies and just chill tonight. I'll write more tomorrow about what we did today...latez

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what to say, what to say

  • Aug. 26th, 2007 at 9:18 PM
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about today? Nothing really exciting happened. We woke up, watched Snakes on a Plane (had some gross parts), then Ethan took a very short 30 minute nap. After that little nap he woke up and played for awhile, had fun chasing the kitty (Angel did not enjoy this part of the day). Then he went down again around noon and slept for almost 2 hours and we were waiting til he got up to go to the mall to get some stuff. We got Doug's haircut, guys are so weird because he knew who he wanted to cut his hair but he just about lost his mind with nervousness when the girl at the front desk asked him what he needed and so he just took whoever was available, she ended up being some little Asian girl and she couldn't really understand what he wanted and now his hair isn't as short as he normally gets it and not like the other lady there could cut it. Oh well, it's not my hair so whatever. Ethan was a pill at the mall, I really am not liking this whole seperation anxiety thing because everytime I would leave him to push the stroller he would get really upset and just start wailing and then people start staring and I really, really don't like calling too much attention to myself, it makes me nervous. After Doug got his haircut we went to Children's Place to get Ethan some more 12 month sleepers because he's outgrowing the ones we were using which some were 6 months and the sleeves were getting too short lol...Oh well, now all of them fit! The Children's Place had the sleepers on sales 3 for $25 so that was good, at least we got a good deal even though were trying to save money. After the Children's Place we went to the food court to get some lunch, Doug got Taco Bell and I got Chinese! I love the food court because everyone can get whatever they are feeling like without having to drive to two different places. Ethan ate some rice and teriyaki chicken and he was lovin the peas and carrots in the fried rice! When we were done eating we decided it was time to leave the madhouse known as the Orange Park Mall and head off to my favorite place in the world, TARGET!!! Target wasn't quite as crazy as the mall and we needed a few things. We got some oatmeal, bananas, diapers, and squash for Ethan and we got new Pulsar toothbrushes, toothpaste, and bodywash for us. Oh yea we also had to get a new ice cream scooper which I don't use for ice cream because it kills my teeth but I always use it to fill my muffin cups, my other one broke this morning while I was making blueberry muffins, which by the way weren't that good because I sent Doug to the store for the mix and he bought some brand called Krusteaz (yea sounds a lot like crusties...doesn't it???) and I usually buy Betty Crocker which are much, much better. Oh well, after Target, we went to Walgreen's to pick up Ethan's reflux medicine, pedi says we won't need to use it much longer but I think he still needs it for now. Then we came home and Ethan had a much needed bottle of half and half formula and 1% milk. I think I may try to up it to 2% milk once we get rid of this last 1/2 gallon of 1%. Then, after we use up all the formula that we have, we are going to go to straight milk! He's getting so big I just can't believe it. My little boy is going to be a whole year old in less than 3 months. It seems like just yesterday he was still a lump and wanted to be held all the time. Oh well, I'm getting too mushy just thinking about it. I'll leave it at that for now!

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Two in one day...

  • Aug. 13th, 2007 at 10:18 PM
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WOW! Two posts in one day, do I have a fever...possibly but don't think so. But I just started sneezing I'm up to number three, scratch that 4, I think my record is like 10, oops number 5. Ugh, can I stop sneezing long enough to type, I think not, 6. So it was a really sh!tty day at work, it was slammed packed busy and we were short, 7, three sales people. Lisa ended up staying til like 4pm when she usually leaves around 2, but Christina and I were soo greatful because she stayed long enough for us to eat lunch at 3pm but still we were absolutely starving. Tomorrow we are still going to be short handed but hopefully it will not be as busy since it will be Tuesday and hopefully not every one and their mother will have done something to their Sprint/Nextel phone overnight. Okay, so I think I am finally done sneezing. Now, I want to ask you this, why is Doug letting me keep all of Ethan's outgrown clothes and toys if he doesn't want to have another baby. I asked him this and he just gives me the, "I dunno?!" I think subconsciously(sp?) he does want another one, he was just a lil overwhelmed when Ethan decided to pop into this world. In all reality, so was I but I guess I just looked at it a lil differently. I looked at Ethan as a blessing and at first, by no means now, Doug looked at a baby as a burden, and that it was going to ruin our lives and we were not gonna have enough money and on and on and on. Now that he's here and we've adjusted I think that he knows it was a blessing. I really want another baby but not right now. I want Ethan to be out of diapes and off of formula and all that jazz. I'm thinking when he's like 2.5 to 3 years old we could start trying to have another one and because I must be a fertile Myrtle to have gotten pg on the pill it prolly won't take that long. Welps my ankle is still killing and it's super sore from being on it all day that I think I am gonna go to bed. Maybe I will get back into blogging. I kinda dropped off the map for like a month. Don't wanna jinx myself though. Does anyone even read my blog?!?!?! Dunno, don't care I guess, I need to upload some more pics so I can finish up Ethan's photo album!!!

Okay, so it's August

  • Aug. 13th, 2007 at 10:54 AM
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And I so have not posted to this blog in awhile. I'm so mad right now and mostly at myself. We went out with Doug's friend's Wayne and Jeremy on Jeremy's parents boat and went tubing. It was a lot of fun and it was so funny watching Wayne and Doug battle tube. I decided to tube myself and I was having a really great time but on the second time I went I got thrown off and I guess my right ankle hit my left ankle and now my left one is killing me. It's all swollen and red and bruised. I don't think it's broken or anything but it's still painful. I really need to take something for it and I have some Tylenol so I'll probably take some once I get something to eat. Oh and I guess my poor hubby was suffering from motion sickness from the boat because he got in the water to go tubing and he ended up puking his guts out. It was kind of gross, Wayne and I couldn't watch but we could hear it and it almost made me puke too. My lil Booga tried something new this weekend! His Sue-sue gave him some graham crackers and he absolutely loved em. He made a royal mess but it was cute and he enjoyed it. He so needed a bath afterwards though. I need to go and get him some to keep at our house, esp if it'll keep him occupied while we eat dinner or something. I'm so tired of waiting til 8 or 9pm to eat because we're waiting for Ethan to go to bed. Welps, I'm at work now so I guess I have to get off the comp and do some work. It just sucks because my work requires me to be on the floor all day long and hardly any sitting down, esp because we are short 3 sales people, two are on vaca and one left us as of Friday.
~later dayz

ugh...sickness

  • Jul. 20th, 2007 at 7:43 PM
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:( Sooo, for the past 3 days I have felt like absolute crap. I thought it was just a cold, it would go away, blah blah blah...but it hasn't. My mom and Doug have been bugging me to go the doc and today at work I couldn't take it anymore, I felt hot and cold at the same time, I felt like I was going to pass out, I felt dizzy, I overall just felt like crapola. I thought maybe it was something contagious because Ethan has started coughing but I really think he's just copying me because the doctor said that I have an upper respiratory infection and allergies. He's got me taking 2 different medicines so hopefully that should make me feel better. He said it should take a week for this to all run it's course so we'll see. Oh and Ethan has started making a noise like Chewbaca which makes me want to do his big boy room in all Star Wars...Doug and I are such nerds we like all the nerdy movies LOTR, Star Wars, and the most recent, Transformers lol. Doug thinks Star Wars is too old for him to appreciate it but I think that if we introduce him to it he might like it. I mean hey he already sounds like Chewy. I guess we could always dress him up as a hobbit lol. Welps...I'm tired and sick, not sick and tired so I'm gonna eat some din din and go to beddy bye!

woohoo new car!!!

  • Jul. 17th, 2007 at 7:19 PM
wedding

I am super excited because I just got a brand new 2007 Nissan Altima and it is the coolest thing I think I've ever driven!!! It's my first brand new car that I've ever had and it's loaded with all the trimmings cept for leather but that gets too hot anyway here in Sunny FL. Ethan likes it too, both times he's ridden in it he's fallen asleep so it must be a smooth ride! The only part I don't like about the new car and Ethan is that my rear view mirror for him so that I can see him wouldn't fit on the back of his seat now. It's not so bad though because in about 4 months (I can't believe it's only 4 months away) he will be 1 year old and he can be switched to forward facing. I'm hoping to get the Britax carseat by the time he is that old though so that he will be an even more safe Booga. Oh well we are going to eat dinner at Tijuan Flats so I may blog more laters!

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hmmm

  • Jul. 15th, 2007 at 9:48 PM
wedding

Hmmm what to say about today....Today was interesting and full of fun. It started out this morning at 6am when Ethan decided to wake up and play, mind you Doug and I didn't go to bed until about 11pm after I got home from the dogtrack where I lost like $30 ugh, that's a whole other story that I don't wanna go into. So after Ethan got up I brought him in bed with us and he slept in until 830am which isn't that late but it was better than 6am. After we were up and Ethan was fed we watched a really stupid movie called Norbit and everybody I talked to said it's so hilarious but I just thought it was dumb. Around 11am we got up off our duffs and took showers and got dressed and waited for Uncle Wayne to come over. We were going to St. Augustine but then it got really dark outside and started to rain so that was out. So we decided to go to Dave and Busters, which was super fun and I won two jackpots, one of em was for 100 tickets which wasn't that big of a deal and then one for 1000 tickets which was awesome. I won Ethan a teddy bear and then just got some candy for Wayne and Doug. After D&B we were going to look for like a Mom and Pop ice cream parlor but we drove all around Jacksonville and couldn't find one so we headed back to Orange Park. I don't know how we did it, but we ended up at the Nissan dealership and test drove an Altima and it was cool but I wanted to check out a few more cars before we settled on one so we then went to the Toyota dealership and test drove a Camry. We really liked the Camry and the Altima so we sat down with Toyota and talked numbers but we couldn't decide so Doug's going to go to the Nissan dealership tomorrow and see if we can get a better deal. Either way I don't care which one and it really wouldn't be that big of a deal if I just kept my xB but I do like both of those cars. Well, Ethan I think is teething and nothing I seem to give him is working. I am even using a cool teething lotion that my friend/coworker Lisa brought me from a pharmacy that she used to go to in GA. I am worn out from car shopping with a baby so I think I am going to go ahead and call it a night, gotta get up early in the morning to make it to work by 9am. K Bye!

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i miss my booga

  • Jul. 4th, 2007 at 1:43 AM
ethan
So, I dropped Ethan off at MIL's house this afternoon around 6. Doug didn't get off work til 9. I was baby-less and husband-less for 3 hours. So what's a mommy to do??? Go shopping! Yes, that's what I did, I went shopping. I went to the mall and I noticed every single pregnant mommy that was in the entire mall (and I was soooo jealous). I want to be a prego mommy again. I know this is not the right time and I am still on birth control but I want to be a mommy again already?!? Already?!? Everyone asks me that if I mention wanting another baby. You want another one after what you went through to get that one here? That one?!?!? That one is my sweet little son, Ethan. He is an angel from heaven sent to me from God who knew exactly what he was doing and kept me around to care for him and to have more babies who will follow Him. Only He knows when my time will come and I trust that He will work us through all the tough times that we may go through, which I've already seen after the delivery of Ethan. He knew to have the right doctors and nurses that night. He knew it all. Why can't my family trust that? Why don't they see it like I do? Well, I take that back my dad and Grandma know, they knew that day. They were praying for me! While the rest were crying they were praying. Anyways, I got off on a tangent there. So after the mall I went to BabiesRUs, I got Ethan a new baby einstein dvd, a Peek a-Blocks Shape Sorter(which looks sooo cool!!!), and a mesh feeder so he can start eating some fresh fruits and veggies!! Okay, I have got to go to bed I am sooo not a night owl.

last night

  • Jun. 29th, 2007 at 9:16 PM
wedding
Last night was one of the hardest nights of my life. I have never had to literally hold myself from getting out of bed. Ethan cried from 12:10 to like 12:40 and then finally went to sleep. At 12:20 I started crying to and when he finally settled down and jumped right out bed to go check on him and he was fast asleep, sniffling a little but pretty much all asleep. So I thought that would be the end of the cry it out episode but I was sadly mistaken. Around 1:45 he started to cry again and by 2:00 I couldn't take it anymore and looked over at Doug and said, "how do we know if something isn't really wrong?" and he said, "WELL JUST GO CHECK ON HIM" Yes, he yelled at me, but I understood because the crying was just too much but I went to go check on him and as soon as I picked him up he stopped crying, laid his head on my shoulder, and promptly fell back asleep. As a family, we had a rough night but I hope that he can learn to self soothe. I really honestly tried to be the mom who never let her kids cry it out but after 4 nights of barely any sleep I had to do something. I kind of feel like a bad mom for letting him cry it out but on the other hand I know to be a good mom I have to have rest too and he really needs to be able to self soothe. If he would I would co-sleep with him but he is really hot natured and when he sleeps with us he gets really hot and wakes himself up. I really hope last night worked and he'll be able to sleep through the night tonight. I also think I really need a break and I feel bad for that too. Well, Ethan is in bed now and I really think I should be too. I have had a headache since about 2pm and I finally took something and it's starting to kick in so I think I shall retire.

as much as I hate to,

  • Jun. 28th, 2007 at 4:30 PM
ethan
we are going to try and let Ethan cry it out tonight. He had been sick Sunday and Monday but on Tuesday night and last night he just got up and wanted to be up and wouldn't lay down in his crib or with one of us. I don't know what to do because we can't do that every night so this seems like our only option. I don't know how long it will last letting him CIO because last time we tried doing that it only lasted for about 15 minutes then I gave in and went to pick him up, and it wasn't just my idea because Doug wanted me to go pick him up, too. I really hate to hear him cry and cry and I can't sleep through it anyway so I don't see what the difference is if I'm holding him and he's crying or if he's crying by himself in his crib. The only thing that is a little different this time is that I know it's his little fake cry. I can so tell the difference now between the "there's something wrong with me" cry and the "I'm crying just for attention" cry, either way I want him to know that I am there for him no matter what he needs but Doug and I have needs too and we need sleep because since Sunday night neither of us really have gotten much. Last night though, Doug was so sweet because at 2am Ethan was crying and crying and I didn't know what to do, I gave him Tylenol, I gave him gas drops, I put Baby Orajel on his gums but he continued to cry and then I couldn't take it anymore and just started crying with him. Doug came and got him out of my arms and took him to sleep on the couch. I got a couple hours sleep from then on but that's it for last night. I don't know what to do but I guess we'll try this and if doesn't work I don't know what we're going to do. Wish me luck...

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tired again

  • Jun. 27th, 2007 at 2:35 PM
ethan
ugh...I am so tired still. Ethan didn't sleep in his crib again last night. He kept rolling himself over on his back and he can't quite get himself back on his tummy. It is exhausting at 2:30am when he screams to get back on his tummy. He's also still not feeling well which is making it worse because he's having a hard time breathing through his knows so he kind of needs to be elevated. I love sleeping with him and snuggling with him, but he gets really hot and that wakes me up and it wakes him up. He's used to sleeping at 71 degrees and I am 98.6 lol. Well, now I am at work and I have to be here until 7pm. It stinks having to close and I have to do it today and tomorrow. Welps, back to work.