So yea ugh, that's how this day went and it's still not even over yet. It has been really slow at work all day and all I can think about is going home to see my booga and hubby. We are however supposed to be out to dinner and watch movies with L.J., Britt, Ayden, and a few other people and that should be fun. Then I have tomorrow off!!! yay finally I need a break. Then next week I have to work Monday through Friday and then I have the whole weekend off. I really want to do something exciting. I don't know what just exciting. I really wanted to get a tattoo on Tuesday but Doug said he hates tattoos. He then told me that he didn't care and he wouldn't be happy but he wouldn't be mad. I asked him if he would get mad and yell at me or like give me the silent treatment or something and he said no it would be kind of hard to give you the silent treatment seeing as your my wife. I really think that I want to go ahead and get it. I don't think he would be extremely mad and this is something that would be really meaningful to me. I want to get Ethan's name inside a blue star with like lines going off of it so the star would be like "shining". I think that would be really cute and meaningful and I don't think I would regret it like some other people do like 10 years after they get their tattoo. I hope tonight will be fun and we finally get to use our playpen again. We used it for awhile when we first brought Ethan home from the hospital because from the C-section I really couldn't get up in the bed.
*Random thought- I was thinking today when me, DH, and Ethan were laying in bed about the very first night we brought Ethan home from the hospital. It was one of the worst nights of sleep I have ever gotten and I really didn't sleep that much. I really couldn't move very much because my c-section scar was extremely painful and everytime he cried I would barely be able to move and Doug would have to pick him up. It was that day that I wished I could breast feed. I really think I could have breast fed him if I didn't end up in ICU after having him and he was having problems breathing and couldn't regulate his body temperature so he was NICU. We really did have a rough go of it in the beginning.
My next baby will be booby-fed all the way. I think I missed out on a lot of closeness with Ethan by not breastfeeding him. I HATE FORMULA! (just so you know)
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